But God said, "My silly girl, I still love you no matter what!"
Friday, November 27, 2009 @ 2:00 PM
rainbow after a heavy rain
I gotta get up and get dressed up.
Saturday, November 7, 2009 @ 4:27 AM
love. enjoy. cherish.
I don't know why recently I am being reminded of the deaths of someones whom are close to me. What took place a decade ago went through all over again as if it was yesterday. A death that's by the bedside but no idea when and a sudden death that no one would expect to be so near. I was only 7 & 8 then.
No one would wanna get there, but sometimes have to accept it. It's a life cycle, but you choose your life, whether to live it to the fullest or otherwise. Cherish is the word to this reminder. As each day is coming to an end, would you decide your day as you are a day closer to the deathbed, or think that you had spent your day well and thank God that you are alive?
I would thank God for today and what's happening. I would want to complete my daily to-do-list. I would want to hug my loved ones and forgive those who had hurt me once. I would want to love and love like God will do.
my bestest friend, how are you doing? hope you are doing well. wish you were here. you make me feel confident again when I feel so worst. you make me feel I am worth when I feel useless. you advice me when I don't know what to do. you never fail to care for me when I need it the most. I miss you and I'm glad that you know.
I couldn't imagine myself stressing up my eyes for almost 12 hours, fashiontv-ing, facebook-ing, online shopping, googl-ing, youtub-ing, blogging, reading and blog-hopping. Now now, I only left with 5 hours of sleeps and OGBM!
Look at my plans, and how I progress?
My plans for this Sunday... - sleep in the morning - wake up in the noon
- update and crossed out my to-do-list
- reminisce my days as I update my organizer
- turn my room into human living condition
- slack my noon with air-cons
- a jog in the evening?!
- some granny's hobby - looking forward to next week weekend
- not forgetting a good night rest
- (+) edit blog - (+) update blog - (+) watch fashion tv - (+) look up on a getaway trip - (+) shop for gift at old navy - (+) great buys from book a millions & gojane - (+) catch up on numerous blogs - (+) watch plenty music videos on youtube - (+) reply some facebook tags
- (+) watch John 3:16 clips that my cg has been talking about
- (+) watch that funny clip that Olivia has been imitating about
- (+) google for inspiration to get my portfolio started
- (+) read up course info that I've got from LCF, Sweden
I did more than what I suppose to, as always, I'll side-track.
Sunday, October 25, 2009 @ 4:24 AM
it's just the begining
Alex Foo...
Happy 21st, what a nice cake you've got uh!
May you have a blessed year ahead. I prayed that your walk with God will get fresher as each birthday years knock at your door. Do welcome them with excitement as every year gonna be better. Meanwhile, keep on keeping on with your tough days at army. Tough times don't last but tough man does. They are just for temporary, for the greater things are yet to come and that's the result of a mound man with greater capacity.
I am always here, if you need me. Thank you for being part of my life, and you are greatly appreciated. I'm sure that's not the end for a 21st birthday, there are more to come and some from me too! I am awaiting for your next book out and see you real soon! I'll keep running too, you know what I mean uh?! =)
@ 3:56 AM
i need a digi cam badly
It has been so long ago since I last sat comfortably in front of this mini netbook of mine to do some writings at late night. I am so caught up with work and each time I got home I would only wanna laze around the house till the clock strikes eleven. Again, I would be awake by the 5 alarms at my alarm clock and phone, once more it is work and this goes on.
Mundane is what I hate, even doing what I like. I need a rotate once in a while, else, I would feel extremely limited, just as how I did these few days. So what? Life goes on, that's reality! I want a getaway, a shopping spree, a relaxation spa. Break-outs upon break-outs, and my complexion is never as polished again. I would say students have the most enjoyable lifestyle though study took up majority of their brain cells, but still it's an awesome occupation!
My plans for this Sunday is to..
- sleep in the morning
- wake up in the noon
- update and crossed out my to-do-list
- reminisce my days as I update my organizer
- turn my room into human living condition
- slack my noon with air-cons
- a jog in the evening?!
- some granny's hobby - looking forward to next week weekend - not forgetting a good night rest
Rather challenged with updating my plans at blog, but best crossing them up like this: done! Motivated!
Sunday, September 20, 2009 @ 4:31 PM
you belong with me
this is top on the chart. and i just love how this MTV plot.
Saturday, September 19, 2009 @ 2:57 AM
fancy free
Sun's single out now!
Saturday, September 12, 2009 @ 11:21 AM
It's an interesting advertisement.
I just love Canon in D, the only song I want to learn on all instruments.
Tuesday, September 8, 2009 @ 12:04 PM
you got me head over heels
I'm waiting for my noodles to be ready, thus slacking right in front of this screen.
Oh yea, this is the second week of my work! Admin job, 9-6 could have bored you, but not here. I'm doing perfectly fine and enjoying every bits. Really thank God for this blessing, I guess it's great!
People are really nice and fun, tasks are fairly assigned, work isn't that boring, location is almost near my house, pantry is so homey, my desk is my favorite hang out place during breaks, and most of all, pay is relatively good!
Sunday, August 30, 2009 @ 2:40 PM
6" x 4"
Blogger at my page is still so screwed! What's happening?!
There are so much to take down in the days of my life, but my camera is down. There are so much to be done, but time is limited. I guess I should make use of this time to get things done before my camera is back in action again. At least for now, I don't have to upload any more photos. So, upload remaining photos, sort out, comply, burn out, send out and record them here.
Thursday, August 13, 2009 @ 11:12 PM
He makes no mistake
My Father’s way may twist and turn,my heart may throb and ache.
But in my soul I’m glad I know,He make no mistake. My cherished plans may go astray,My hopes may fade away. But still I’ll trust my Lord to lead,for he do know the way. Tho' night be dark, and it may seemthat day will never break. I pin my faith, my all in Him,He make no mistake. There is so much now I cannot see,my eyesight’s far too dim. But come what may I’ll simply trust,and leave it all to Him. But by and by the mist will lift,and plain it all He’ll make. Through all the way tho’ dark to me, He made not one mistake. (unknown)
Wednesday, August 12, 2009 @ 10:46 PM
radiate
my soul satelite is telling me someone's watching over me hey hey hey closer than my heart beat <3
@ 1:23 AM
snap shot beautiful
photography is... capturing the today, reminiscing the yesterday & living the tomorrow.
captured the moment that can only be playback in mind, but never live out again.
Monday, August 3, 2009 @ 5:22 PM
You were always there
that night, I finally broke down. in tears, I was so helpless. feeling inferior, I became little. I tried to suppress my emotion. toss and turn, still not gone. in darkness, I cried to Him. why like this, broken heart before Him. His peace then put me to dead log.
Thursday, July 30, 2009 @ 5:45 PM
alive and kicking
I was born on a Tuesday and since my birthday... I've been living for 18 years I've been living for 220 months I've been living for 6,715 days I've been living for 161,164 hours I've been living for 9,669,883 minutes I've been living for 580,193,026 seconds My heart has beaten more than 676,891,810 times!
Thursday, July 16, 2009 @ 10:58 PM
never found more true
i don't have to dream, reality is beautiful, in you
Friday, July 10, 2009 @ 5:37 PM
not supposed but meant to be?
“I'm not supposed to love you. I'm not supposed to care. I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there. I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do. I'm sorry I can't help myself, because I'm in love with you."
Friday, July 3, 2009 @ 12:32 AM
is that's you
"Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you. The one who turns to his friends and says, that's her."
Sunday, June 28, 2009 @ 3:48 PM
i just want you
More than a nice melody, More than the sweetest of words. This is the love I have found, And with this love I am found.
Sunday, June 21, 2009 @ 11:20 PM
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Every weekday, I will take at least an hour from home to school. You know train ride is so boring, how I wish I could have something better to do, like surf the net on the go?
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Tuesday, June 16, 2009 @ 11:57 PM
mangosteen
one of my favorite fruit.
it probably describe me very much? unique. interesting. look hard on the outside, but rather soft when you press it, just like how you first get to know me. the sweetness in it could make you fall deep in love. its nutrients are just like my goodness that you have never know.
the first time i tried, it immediately took up the largest brain cell. it has been so long and yet so vivid. i'm still greatly in love, till today.
it's the season now=D
Monday, June 15, 2009 @ 11:39 PM
half-time
I don't know what prayer I made last night, this morning I woke up feeling so different. A conviction at my heart. A change in thinking. An energy within.
As I headed to school, the Lord gave me a word that makes me reflects so much. Half-time! And I began to asked myself, how long more do I still want to be late, how long more do I just want to scrape through what has been assign to me, how long more, just how long more. It really put me in deep thoughts, and I almost missed my stop.
"Is this the max?", I questioned myself as I stood in front of the counter, waiting for my card to be scanned. I looked at the clock in my phone, just in time, again.
Praise and worship started. I praised joyfully. Worshiped with all of my heart, and His presence fell onto me. I asked God to take all of me, break my heart for what break His and I teared like never before in SOT.
Come rather prepared for sermon on the mount, was entirely alert. 2 chapters in the bible that takes 10 minutes to read, but a lifetime to understand. Pastor Bobby talked about brokenness and those words are like double edged sword that pierced through my heart. He ministered. God used him to speak to me.
"Do not give up!"
At times I don't know if I am relying on God. Rely, how? Am I doing it right? Perhaps, I guess I'm not, because I feel weary. I feel like I am coming to the end of myself, and I guess this is when we will learn to total surrender.
Sunday, June 14, 2009 @ 5:34 PM
molding character for the tomorrow
Things weren't right. They were tough. One after another. Trials? When it gonna end? The war seems fierce. Will I get wear out in no time? I am tired. I felt alone. Nobody cares.
"We go through trials, and we will never know how long it will be. But we got to continue to fight on. Endure! At the end, we will have genuine faith, and the only way is to go through the fire." ~ Pastor Kong(summarized by me)
Tuesday, June 9, 2009 @ 12:31 AM
my emotions take a ride on a carousel
Someday I flew in the widest sky. Someday I drown in the deepest sea. Today I lied on the bed in my deepest feel.
Tuesday, June 2, 2009 @ 11:15 PM
undo, delete, end
How I wish I can do a system restore, so I wouldn't have to cry a bucket to sleep.
Saturday, May 30, 2009 @ 1:58 PM
out of adundance, my heart speaks
Life has been hectic, but I have not forget that I love You. You are always so good and I can't stop falling in love with You =)
Monday, May 11, 2009 @ 1:55 AM
the bed is more attractive
I'm so reluctant in doing anything now. So sick, hate it to apple core. I'm still stuck half way till I've really complete my assignment. Oh God, how? I need the bed.
Sunday, May 10, 2009 @ 11:15 PM
here I am
"A tomorrow that I wouldn't dare to hope for. If it is meant for me, I'll walk your way, because your plan is greater than mine. Impart faith in me as I run this race. Let my life be your clay, mould me in your way."
My Father’s way may twist and turn, my heart may throb and ache.
photography is...
i don't have to dream, reality is beautiful, in you
Every weekday, I will take at least an hour from home to school. You know train ride is so boring, how I wish I could have something better to do, like surf the net on the go?
one of my favorite fruit.
Someday I flew in the widest sky.
Life has been hectic, but I have not forget that I love You.